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Friday, July 29, 2005 @ 7:50 PM
a tragedy an internal conflict 2 different matters one grey day . shang xin . Wednesday, July 27, 2005 @ 12:41 PM
i was [omost] late for sku for the past 5 skooling days.. when i see tt guy i noe im have to run to sku le.. everytym im 'late' i see him.. today too.. see him.. i was tinking 'sharks.. today sure late de'.. true enuf.. me n jieying half ran half brisk walk to skool.. on the bus this huge ger on my left fell onto me.. *ouch* and i toppled on the guy on my right.. hmm.. i leaned onto him.. [dis guy is now shouting for his fwns to switch off the pc in the com lab =s].. lols.. so ps.. smmore tt ger took sucha long time to 'get up'.. make me like squashed btwn this two peeps.. =x the first few mths late nvm.. but now.. if late 3 tyms.. u are barred frm all internal exams.. what the f*ck.. den now can see few busloads of pple running to sku.. morning pe~ nort our fault la.. itz the bus and the bus driver.. drive so slow.. and all the buses come at the same time loh.. 7.10 or so.. reach sku oredi 7.20+ liao.. chiong arh~ Friday, July 22, 2005 @ 9:45 PM
kaii xin. partly cos i get to go home 4hrs earlier found ms tan ch number 2 in nyjc.. hehe.. there was this female tcher in the LT4 shouting at us to hurry up and settle down.. omgawd.. thou her voice not as high pitch as tch.. but its still veh bad for my ears.. she jus keep shouting and shouting and i tink everyone jus took her as a crazy woman.. =XxX and mr neo announced tt the extra maths lec is cancelled *cheers* cos tt means we no nid to stay until 6.15pm... whoots.. hmm.. morning assem thr was a prize presentation.. and jieying won a $10 kinokuniya voucher.. cos we 3 took part in the r[blah.. i dunno the spl] contest. den she got chosen.. itz suppose to be a sakae sushi voucher.. but god noes why it became kinokuniya.. hmph.. wad can a $10 kinokuniya voucher buy? not even a book. if get sakae sushi better mahs.. hiak hiak.. im harbouring evil thoughts.. anyway congrats to jieying.. gp tut was a killer.. fernandez went thru the application qns in the compre.. *yawns* me n jieying looked *deadz* im about to sleep le lorhs.. our chi tcher says she's a vehrie good gp tcher.. how good is she.. her tutorials are so boring.. bio tut still alrite.. cos mrs tan keep scolding peep.. and i cant afford to fall aslp cos she toking speed is faster than a bullet train.. muz pay alot attention.. chi lesson.. tcher keep picking on yongbing [in order to make the lesson more interesting. guess it works] jillian is exceptionally quiet today.. dunno wad happen to her.. *shrugs* during maths lec she and siewting were still larfing like they were the only ones in the LT.. so damn loud.. and thou they were sitting at the other end.. i can hear them clearly.. cant wait to shut them up... irritating la.. if they dun wan to study den scram la.. for goodness sake don disturb the others who want to pass promos.. drank my mocha ice + oreo.. yummie.. but tink i ate too much.. cos i still felt full after 2hrs.. but i still bought snacks on the way home.. fri is junk food day~ hehes.. fat is good.. i put on weight liao.. two weeks later got napfa test.. how am i going to pass? sure fail again.. haish... Thursday, July 21, 2005 @ 10:45 PM
had a rather bad morning.. and it continued for the rest of the day.. well.. at least until now.. i was on the verge of crying during one of the tutorials.. but cos i somehow swear to someone i would not cry over stupid things again.. guilt followed me throughout the day.. and i felt awful.. i guess i was rather quiet in school today.. din laugh much [how am i suppose to have the mood to laugh].. but maybe because of this.. i was very awake during all the lectures and tutorials.. i've never been so awake for chemistry lectures.. i'm easily pissed off to.. the class is super noisy during chem and bio tutorials.. we had to combine class with s7b [smart peeps] during chem = twice as the noise level.. den i got reallie pissed off by hesheng and those guys and jillian and siewting.. talk non-stop.. didn't realise joshua was in that class too.. [ooo.. president of sc.. big deal.. ] only saw toon and audrey.. tt day jus saw toon got scolded by his tennis coach.. so fierce.. pe was alrite.. didn't sweat much.. cos the gym got air-con.. (= wondering: what's going on in that foreign country hmmm.. i guess i got my punishment. to spend such a supposedly nice day in such a way.. guess i have to zip up my big mouth.. haish. KOR IS THE BEST!! =XxX Wednesday, July 20, 2005 @ 4:47 PM
my upper thigh muscles are aching!! went for the 'morn fitness' at 2+.. luckily ms yap's ard.. den we use the gym.. hehe.. got air-con.. so nice.. tml afternoon pe oso goin to gym.. =) i just have to pass my napfa! nth much today.. assem got the ocip presentation = saw changi n hann.. the trip to china looks fun.. and the kids are sooo cute!! i cant imagine chang chang shoving.. a slacker actually doing serious stuff.. hahas.. den yithann.. he expected la.. everything oso so enthu.. but the first guy tt presented.. omg.. he keep 'its like-ing'... irritating la.. =x @ 4:47 PM
oops.. i think i did something wrong.. )= Monday, July 18, 2005 @ 9:22 PM
o5s1c is in the pegasus [spl?] house.. hmm.. i wanted to be in the other house.. hmm.. nvm.. blueee is okies.. we were dismissed early at 1210 cos 1430 got listening compre exam... have 2hr+ to slack.. so jieying.. jiawen and me decided to have a feast at pizza hut.. it's raining cats and dogs outside.. but we three kee siao de.. still have our minds set on goin to toa payoh.. we ran out of sku.. thru main gate to the 105 bus stop.. got drench completely.. actually.. nort veh siao oso.. but cos everyone say we siao.. so we oso tink we abit sot la.. rainin so heavily still go out eat.. *shrugs* im sick of canteen food.. we three look veh lang bei lorhs. den the bus air-con so cold.. went to pizza hut str awy.. eat until we got so bloated.. but i din regretted orderin the crunchie temptation.. yummylicious.. hehe.. we shopped ard for awhile before rushing back to sku for lc exam.. still feeling so full.. this is my craziest tym since may.. ran in the rain jus for pizza hut.. food jus matters so much for jc students.. =x on the bus.. i tink we tok quite loud bahhs.. the bus is so quiet except us 3.. den jy ask me abt 'tt shiyang'.. den i sae later go lib show her his photo.. since she wan to see.. =x lc exam.. piece of cake.. i jus don like the air-con.. keep blowing cold wind to me.. luckily fan nort on.. else i'll be freezing.. i don like the invigilator too.. got a qian bian face.. and the guy sitting 2 seats in front of nicholas.. dunno wad he doing. nv sign n write nric.. den after tt we three crazy gerrs chiong to library.. use comp.. make use of the 20 min b4 gp lec.. i was reading sm1's blog den i heard music.. then sm1 singing.. i tot itz frm jw's comp.. lol.. den realise its mine.. the music frm the blog.. aiyo.. so ps.. cos itz been playin for quite awhile.. =p den later jieying came over ask me to show her the photo.. her reaction? hahas.. changes for every photo i show her.. 'he look veh mature'... 'like xiao hai zi'.. 'why his hair lidat?'.. i laf until pengz.. *oops* i was tinking 'ur bennett is the best la..' hahas.. den i read his blog.. jy saw ma.. tink its cos she saw the word 'bennett' bahhs.. haha.. den she read n read.. den she realised shi jian dao le.. gp lec!! we rushed to LT1.. don have.. LT2 n LT3 oso don have. so we chiong to LT4.. we din go up str awy cos we're still unsure.. izzit the rite LT? hahas.. 3 blur queens..=x e lec damn sian.. all crap.. 2wds the end of the lec... the guy bhind me drop his bag.. [aiyo.. fell aslp or wad?] den it oso hit the back of my chair.. i xia dao.. [quite loud ma] his fwen larf [at him].. den jieying oso laf.. n nudge me.. i bth oso begin lafin.. if she din laf out.. i wun laf de lor.. once i start i cant stop la.. =x dunno wad the guy bhind me doing.. at the start of lec.. keep kickin my chair.. pls lor.. i don wan any massage.. =x while waitin for the bus... jy suddenly say 'ur fwen shiyang.. his name so nice.. but ta de yang zi.. bu hao kan leh.' lols.. i was like 'oh. but he look btr in person lorhs..' [jy: bennett de best horrr...] haha.. i don even noe how he looks like.. =x another day over tml got pe again. Friday, July 15, 2005 @ 10:23 PM
today's a boring day.. i reach sku at 7.. seems quite okie rite.. i wake up at 5am la.. damn early.. and i slept late the previous nite to do chi compo.. sooo slpy.. go sku early to do 10min of leg exercise. ste up.. squats.. etc.. lame lorhs.. for the rest of the day.. i have the 'i haven wake up' look.. wrote a gp essay.. n i sure fail it.. cos i tink all of my points are irrelevant.. ahh.. heck.. bio tut was terrible cos the class is damn noisy.. esp tt kiat boon la.. i wonder tt day during chem prac.. how did edwin manage to tahan him. he joined our class tt day for prac den he sat bside kb.. omgawd.. if i was him.. i wud have change seat le.. that shinye oso.. dong bu dong jiu scream lai scream qu.. aiyo.. like some mentally ill gerr.. jianhao ah.. guan hao ni de gf leh.. shake head.. *yawn* i did tt during the whole of chi tut.. sian dao.. haish.. mdm tan keep toking n toking abt 'her own stories'.. im nt interested.. at the beginnin she still got tease bogn abit.. i not so sleepy.. hahas.. cos she was toking abt a ger shudn't anyhow give in to the guy [bu yao shuo ta yao ni jiu gei ta] in that ahem ahem aspect.. den bong was tryin to hand up his asg.. den cher ask him 'ni yao gei shui' den he blur blur ans 'gei ni lor'.. the whole class burst into lafters.. he got tricked la.. hmm.. omost forgot.. dis morn.. tt bitchy ger frm lene's class fa sheng jing again.. tok so damn loud.. like she laoda or wad.. 'J1 DRAGOBOAT blahs..'. she siao lah.. everyone looking at her.. tink even s4 combi students can hear her.. i diao her la.. like some sheng jing bing de.. *irritated* pple habe prize presentation she buay song wad.. siao.. congrats to danny n qiuxuan [judo] my dearest ogls.. hmm.. congrats [relunctantly] oso to yanming [dragon boat].. Thursday, July 14, 2005 @ 9:21 PM
bio tut ended early cos got councillor investiture.. it started with the 27th student council 'parading' the hall.. den the ex co came in.. they came in like some big shots.. hahas.. den everything is like so kua zhang but nyce.. den the 28th sc marched in.. after the intros were the speeches.. which was boring.. when mrs ho said mr. lim huixiang.. i was still thinkin 'huh? who lai de?' =XxX den i tot of ~ultraman~ hahas.. the whole tyme me n jiawen were lafin silently.. cos mingfei who is in front of us is 'nodding away' larhs.. she damn pro lorhs.. go whr oso can slp.. her head swayed frm side to side.. omost touching van's n yvonne's shoulder.. reminds me of sm1~ den huixiang gave his speech.. he apologise over n over again for those mistakes he made.. and i keep hearing 'u guys.. u guys..' blah blah blah.. den came the taking off of badge.. thou it was a quite a formal thg.. the 27th sc kept their sense of humour.. so it wasn't all tt boring.. then it was the 28th sc turn... intros.. speeches.. blahs.. joshua gave his [boring] speech.. thr was oso a presentation of wad the 27th sc did during their term.. awww.. anyway when i watch how those male sc sit. reminds me of ncc.. =XxX i din noe how josh ended up as the pres of 28th sc.. cos hez good looking? he don't look like he haf any leadership.. i noe we cant judge pple frm their looks.. but apart frm his looks [he aint tt good looking now with his new haircut].. does he have any 'content' in him.. i don tink he wud make a btr president den huixiang who looks btr and did quite well [i tink] during the past yr.. hope joshua wud prove that im wrong.. =x hmm.. 1/2 yr jus pass lidat.. so fast.. another few mths i wun be seeing 1/2 of those peeps i see on the stage today.. i wun be hearing 'yeah.. shao yi wan' and den laf like siao char bos.. oops.. i shudn't be lafin at pple.. chem tut is boring.. den me jw n jy keep lookin at the class nxt door.. [we're in comp lab] some j2 '4a' class.. i saw danny! still ke ai.. hahas.. den jy n jw were like so whoa over tt councillor in that clas.. wad's his name.. eh. sumitro or wadeva it is.. we were practically spending the whole lesson looking at tt class.. hahas.. the tcher teaching them seems veh fierce.. econs tcher i tink.. another councillor in tt clas oso not bad looking.. hmm.. come to tink.. there's no handsome guys in the 28th sc sia.. not fun.. nort like 27th sc.. at least still got a handful.. i had afternoon pe.. hmm.. it was okie lorhs.. we had tasks cards.. victor tan wasn't thr to supervise us.. so we skipped split squats [or wateva u call dem].. when we did the step hoppin.. he came.. jy don dare to jump.. cos the step veh high [grandstand steps] den victor tan lafed [nort loud loud tt kind] at her. aiyoz.. he so bad larhs.. den we ran [on our own account] 4 rounds.. den did some jumping.. v. tan not bad lah.. hahas.. den me n jy tell him abt the morn fitness thgy.. he ask whr we stay den he did some cal den exclaim.. u all nid to wake up at 5.15 if u all come. whoa.. me n jy got the 'gd t u noe' look.. den he say 'eh. nxt tym when u all see me.. tell me to put 'live veh far' beside ur name on the morn fitness attendance list'.. wat's the meaning of tt.. do we still nid to come? bleah.. he nv say properly.. *muscle aches* Wednesday, July 13, 2005 @ 4:25 PM
tue 12.o7.o5 had pe.. den a tcher ask us the names of those new pe tchers.. pls la.. i don even noe wad's those 'old' tchers names are.. den jillian said mr loo.. the tcher replied 'right.. den who's the one beside him' jillian:'mr loo's fwen' hahahas.. those who failed [gerrs] napfa played floorball [including me].. sian la.. i have been playin floorball for duno how many doggie years le.. had abit of fitness.. we jus hav to prac our standin board jump.. sat in the LT wid lene for chem n maths lec.. we lafed at this guy who is so g.. [he reminds me of jason].. den oso at mr neo for his 'whiny road'.. hez teachin vectors la.. and i tink im nort to pay attention in the nxt few lec.. cos i don like his teaching.. how did he succeed in becomin a tcher? pw tutorial was a chattin session for my grp.. cos our dear grp leader hesheng nv come to sku.. everythg's wid him.. so me huiboon n shinye jus chatted abt our own cca in sec sku.. had laughing fits during lunchtime. thanks to the president of the 27th student council.. jieying.. jiawen n i were q-ing at soupy place when jy exclaimed 'hey!' i turn n only saw a row of buttons.. abit xia dao la.. i din realise tt sm1's bhind me.. lols.. anyway.. jy reaction's due to bong.. we shud haf ask him to buy food for us.. he has been q-ing in front lorhs. nvm.. we waited n waited.. den jy left for awhile to find her fwen.. den i heard huixiang say: 'yeah! shao yi wan le [one bowl lesser].. i omost jus burst out lafin la.. he tot jy dun wan to buy le.. den i tell jw.. she laf.. den we both like siao charbos lafin at him.. jy came back.. we laf even harder.. den i tell jy.. her reaction the biggest la.. frm 2 siao charbos become 3 hyenas.. lmao[okie la.. nort so jialat] hahas.. duo yi wan le.. =x but in the end we 3 lef the q cos only left mushrooms.. den i sae 'hmm.. shao san wan le [3 bowls lesser] =x lols.. we so bad.. laf at pple.. the rest of the day no fun liao.. cos no one for me to laf at.. =X im sooo badd. wed 13.o7.o5 bio lec was terrible.. i don understand!! dna. rna. wateva shiit.. i blur le lorhs.. den mrs tan go so fast.. jialat.. aftr sku me jieying n huiboon go find pe tchers.. cos those who fail s.b.j. nidda reach sku at 7 ev morn to do 10min of fitness [step up or wateva they ask us to do].. den we 3 stay in wdlands.. so far.. so decided to do fitness in e afternoon. after sku.. i lz to wake up so early 5.15am.. den ms yap not ard.. so another tcher took over.. dunno who is he.. den he tell us to prac jumping.. duh.. instead of 10min.. we stayed for like 1/2 hr +/-.. i tiao dao jiao luan le lorhs.. wth la.. we did step up too.. and alot lorhs. i wan to piak the tcher liao.. he finally release us at 3pm.. so damn hot n sunny.. i mei da mei xiao lorhs.. he ask a qn.. instead of answerin 'yes' or 'yar'.. i ansed uh~ cos im so bloody tired liao.. nt happie with the tcher.. hmph! hope the tcher din sense my irritatedness [is thr sucha word?] oh ya.. dis morn dis bitchy ger frm S1A pissed me off la.. cos our class sat on the wrong row during reading period.. den she like some big boss ' S1C u all sit on the wrong row!' okie.. we sat on the wrong row. so SORRIE~ but can she use a nicer tone/way to tell us we SAT ON THE WRONG ROW? itz like she;s telling us off la.. fcuk. and i was exchanging looks with lene.. tt bitch spoilt my mood.. wth.. Monday, July 11, 2005 @ 5:04 PM
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i actually passed my gp exam.. hahas.. but ms furryball sae the tchers lowered their standards by a few grades.. so i tink.. i still fail.. =x den my chem went down by one grade cos of tt mcq qn.. seaz.. Saturday, July 09, 2005 @ 1:43 PM
tHu * o7/o7/o5 * it was a check exam pp day.. did v badly for bio.. expected.. im glad i did quite well for maths.. nt v god la.. but im happie with my results.. and i din fail chem.. i tot i wud.. but my results oso.. haha.. nt so good lorhs.. common lunchtime went to lib with jy n jw.. we stayed in the discussion room for that one hour plus and yakked.. i had afternoon pe too.. cos i failed my napfa.. i din get silver cos of my standin board jump.. hahas.. all the guys in our class failed napfa.. cos of pull-ups n sbj.. nvm.. take it as jian fei.. =x our class had mr victor tan.. im lyke 'sharks.. why him? we sure die de la' me, jy n jm don lyk him cos of his sly smile [nt as in taufik n sly tt sly]. everytym he smile [well he oways smiles].. its like xiao li cang dao.. nth good is goin to happen.. he made us run ard the track n we had to intro ourselves.. -.- i wan to smack him lahhs.. den when me n bong ran in front i saw lyh and i was tinking 'shiit.. whr to hide now?' i ran past him.. den tot he din see me *phew* god noes the moment: 'ah ah ah.. i sae tt ger. tj..' lols.. i nowhr to hide. den jm n jy anyhow anyhow sae.. *rolling eyes* *slaps lyh* i lost count of how rounds we ran tt day.. minimum 5 rounds bahhs. i was all sweaty but nort tired.. heee.. went home alone cos jy got guzheng.. alone~ im so alone~ i am nobody~ all on my own~ fRi * o8/o7/o5 * saw the guy who provided me with music on the mrt again.. hahas.. actually itz just dis guy tt stood beside me on the train listening to his mp3.. i can hear wad hez listening so clearly.. nt bad.. hahas.. cos im tt bored lor.. got smthg for me to listen to.. evday go sku alone so sian.. nan de got songs to listen =x so qiao both tyms he stood beside me.. hahas.. oh ya.. i saw the cute cute boy and his mum again.. i still rmb once his mum said so loudly: bu yao he na me duo shui.. deng yi xia yao da pian zhe me ban? [don drink so much water.. later shit how?] i omost larf out lorhs.. wat rubbish.. so anyhow.. =x i don rmb doing anythg in sku cos there wasn't much lessons.. went home at 1210.. chi tcher nv come.. heh heh.. go home slp.. until 5pm.. i so pig.. den slept at 3am.. =x @ 1:42 AM
hmmm.. im fine now.. guess i junnow losed control.. wasn't being myself.. out of my mind.. i feel so stupid now =x xiexie `lene `lao ma `xiaonemo `alvino [i still wan to piak u] im reallie okie now.. heee.. Friday, July 08, 2005 @ 10:52 PM
i jus teared at 10+.. lao ma lorhs.. hmm.. actually nort her fault la... is cos i read some words.. den those tears decide to have a gathering in my eyes and drop down.. den lao ma suddenly offline.. hmph.. diu xia wo bu guan.. jkjk.. *puffy eyes* feeling down.. abt the matter.. wad can i do? nth. jus watch the clock go *tick tock tick tock*. i want to be there. @ 10:41 PM
and since when did tt bloody woman linked me? and nv tell me.. if u're my good fwen okie la orr at least u tel me ur blog.. wth.. anyhow anyhow link me.. but my blog oso nth to read.. i don lyke peeps whom i don talk to anyhow link me lorhs.. mei li mao! she si xing bu gai.. shake head. Wednesday, July 06, 2005 @ 7:01 PM
had my orals n Lc today.. Lc is easy.. almost everyone had the same ans.. hahas.. i almost fell aslp during Lc.. dunno why am i so tired.. den after Lc.. do PW.. tt hs.. so xiao qi.. tink he laoda arh.. -.-'' den me jw and hb spent the nxt few hours in the library.. i read some blogs and had some thoughts. and changed my opinion of some pple =) den had lunch with xl and yvonne.. thou the food is *pukes* but our conversation is *laughs lyk hyena* xl is damn erxin lorhs.. =x 1.40 we walk into hall for oral.. i nv had my orals in hall b4.. and nv did i have to wait so long b4 itz my turn.. i was thr shivering. not cos im nervous.. but cos im freezing.. i keep feeling cold air.. brrrr... the passage is quite ez.. with only one word i dunno.. den the conversation.. hahas.. i crapped.. the 2 ladies keep interuppting me. making me forget wad i actually wanted to say.. *resisting the urge to smack them* den they stop me when i jus wanted to say wad i forgetten.. fine. as i walk towards the blue building i saw sm1 wearing the familar navy blue uniform with the white strip 4.22p.m. i walked away with a sunken heart. Tuesday, July 05, 2005 @ 9:58 PM
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sku starts officially for me tmr.. hmm.. tmr's the last day of exam.. CLAO oral n Lc.. thu wil be the start of a new term.. kinda sian.. go sku sian.. stay at home oso sian.. i dunno why am i still alive for.. been havin weird dreams recently.. once i wake up crying and forgetting the reason for losing water.. tears jus came and came but i dunno why.. had a nice dream too.. it's definitely impossible to happen in reality.. haish.. tmr's wed.. haish.. tot of going back to sku tmr.. but dunno i got the time anot.. dunno when will my oral exam end.. im one of the last few.. only one reason i want to go back.. but i guess.. haa.. i'll be going home after my orals.. i jus wanna haf a look.. but fate doesn't allow me to.. *shrugs* anywayys.. war of the world is reallie nice.. it had me hugging my bag and my hand stopped in midair when i wanted to grab soem tidbits and stuff it into my mouth to calm me down.. the last movie tt made me do this was hostage.. lols.. but i cant stand dakota fanning's [spl?] screams..how i wish i cud reach my hands into the screen and slap her.. =x hmm.. haven got the chance to watch initial D.. sad ah.. i wan to watch jay!!! i shud haf book sm1 earlier.. Friday, July 01, 2005 @ 12:31 PM
i jus read her blog.. i managed not to lose any H2O.. it'll be stupid of me to lose water cos of a small matter.. jus feeling sad.. how i wish i was there that very night.. hao xiang ni xiang dao yuan yi xiang xin wo jiu bi shang le yan jing ni zai zhe li vivian hsu's hao xiang ni |