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Monday, September 29, 2008 @ 10:57 PM
i am not impt enough i can totally how ssy feel. "not impt enuf" mb we're the 'need attention" kind of pple? no wonder we click so well in those days. no wonder hez my kor. hah. the feeling of being left out. (thou it maynot be true. but at least it's true to the person himself la.) and not remembered till the last min. like to cong1 ren1 shu4 or just to share the cost. (according to him) WHRS MINE WHR MINE WHRS MINE.! OOOO IM SO ANGRY IM NOT JOININ U GUYS FOR DINNER TMR. (real?) even johnny says its but mb the snrs have fault la. cos we din organise anythg. (but u dun expect me to plan for my own.) hmm.. not thr dun pay or. nv write card dun pay lor. easy. Sunday, September 28, 2008 @ 11:12 PM
F1  pator day @ PS. lunched at carls jnr. i love the onions. mamma-mia-ed. damn nice. love the songs. tried to find fren for xiaoniu. yeah. tried. no nice ones. oh. shud have go see the race tdy. cos they din cover up e barricades w black cloths n there were lesser pple.  i tink standing outside is more fun than inside.cos u get to see the ugly sgporeans n foreigners. climb up the fences outside some building (yeah.unglam)and i got to see 1 FERRARI! (& got chase down by e police) my FAVE~~~! contented alr. and the sound is deafening.! im almost deaf aftr 1hr. and the burning rubber. woah. they were SOOOOOO fastttt.! its so funny to see how everyone finds all sorts of ways to see e racingcars. chairs. lifting up the blackcloth. piggyback. climbup poles/walls my dad even asked isit legal to bring ladders. (yes u can as long as u dun obstruct e traffic.) the speed. the sound. the smell. I LOVE. --------------------------------------------------------- as im blogging this f1 had ended. for lik 2 hrs alr. totally dramatic one. how can FERRARI end up lidat.!! oh my raikkonen. he n massa damn suey can. -.- alonso was the lucky one. up 14 places. shit. was screamin when massa drove off w the fuel hose (n one of thepitcrew fell.) when raikkonen, renault etc hit the sides. i tink im quite sadistic. i love to see e accidents. i love to see the sparks the fire the smoke. best if the whole thg goes up in flames. (: ----------------------------------------------------- oneday. i wan to go in n see it. thebestseat. when did i start to take notice of F1? since sec sch. cos of......... @ 2:20 PM
the girls & e celebratn  thanks to the girls who made the day (: (: average food VS fab company. ha. i still prefer waraku. for japfoodies. -------------------------------------------------------- bdays. sept babies. i noe alott. bad bad. cos it means 'wasting' lotsa money on them. buddy's the last one for sept. why only give cards now when they alr blew their cake 2 wks ago? funny eh. tot their suppose to be tgt?. EHcamels. WHR'S MY PRESENT EH? Saturday, September 27, 2008 @ 1:19 AM
recess activities  busy recess. Tue nite out. to clarkequay. Thanks benji for the treat.. haha. thou panda n i were not supposed to have tt treat. had Cama BBQ. help panda to buy to prepare the food. the marination was a success. (: Friday, September 26, 2008 @ 1:28 AM
everythg's fine. aftr some advisings. and a HTHT.. (open very wide.) to make thgs clear. been quite confused the whole week. n adjusting my feeling.emotions so that i can treat the pple involved the same again. n not be awkward etc.. thanks.jon. haha. for tryin to assure me. (: Thursday, September 25, 2008 @ 2:14 AM
troubled. troubled. mb coming back during recess is a mistake. frm the start. if not. i'll still be happily deceived. too stunned to even cry i'm scared. of the worst. cos i'm too deep to get out alr. ): ps; thanks ah-gong for the sms, but i start to hu-si-luan-xiang when i'm alone. esp at nite.now. -------------------------------------------------- i want to say all the meanstuff. to let it out. but i cant. i used 5-6 tissues to contain all the tears&mucus alr. but still they are comin out in such huge amts like they're havin some gathering. cryin doesn't makes me feel btr this time. ------------------------------------------------- 10 tissues alr. bu shi bu yao kai kou. shi bu zhi dao zhen me kai kou. Wednesday, September 24, 2008 @ 12:28 AM
背叛 雨 不停落下来 花 怎么都不开 尽管我细心灌溉 你说不爱就不爱 我一个人 欣赏悲哀 爱 只剩下无奈 我 一直不愿再去猜 钢琴上黑键之间 永远都夹着空白 缺了一块 就不精采 紧紧相依的心如何 say goodbye 你比我清楚还要我说明白 爱太深会让人疯狂的勇敢 我用背叛自己 完成你的期盼 把手放开不问一句 say goodbye 当作最后一次对你的溺爱 冷冷清清淡淡今后都不管 只要你能愉快 心 有一句感慨 我 还能够跟谁对白 在你关上门之前 替我再回头看看 那些片段 还在不在 Saturday, September 20, 2008 @ 2:24 PM
recess (:  hurhur. finally.but im still so busy. i got to study 932 polymer. ): got to revise econs. cos i skipped 2 lecs alr. meet with the girls. go gaigai with panda. go back hall wash clothes andmeet yilin. for earthlink ): (seriously duno wad shit i got myself into.) cant wait for the outings. bigorsmall. i want to go out. Thursday, September 18, 2008 @ 6:36 PM
 can i live in a timeless planet?i freakin hate thursdays. spent half of my day WAITIN. i have to wait n q for IR. den wait for NMR to come out. den wait for the labtech to find my NMRtube cos she put it into the friday grp. q n wait to get NMR spectrum. cant they freakin be more efficient.? why must they wait till tdy den do our NMR.? and their actions tmd slow can. walaueh. luckily i din have to wait n q to give them the key. now i have to wait for nxt wk. den HOPEFULLY.. HOPEFULLY.. i can go out gaigai. Wednesday, September 17, 2008 @ 5:46 PM
im sleeping alott. slpt at 12plus last night. den woke up at 10plus cos rmie came back. den felt damn xingku when i really woke up to brush teeth at 11+ i tot i was going to faint. heavy head and i feel im floating on air. like im on drugs. so many pple ill. genever's having fever. last wk. cama was ill -- adriel, siao-eh, gz, zx, qy. jl had flu ytd too. why am i so weak lor. hate it. thanks everyone for the wishes. mayit be happy bdae or getwellsoon. lol. i took clarinase. feeling btr. wait till the drug effect finishes. den i'll be seh seh again. but i did work tdy. lab. thou i dunno how to do my NMR part. so chim. how to read the spectrum? and i got to do abit of 932 or econs tdy! Tuesday, September 16, 2008 @ 11:20 PM
Worst Bday  i had my worse bday.sick. panda's quiz. celebtn-less. present-less. coped all alone in my room during bdae.. everyone is wishin me. enjoy my day. have a romantic nite. BULLSHITE. AHGONG whr my pres?!?! Happy birthday to zhencong and qiuyan.in advance. hope u guys had a fun celebration downstairs junnow. and stupid panda. is it my fault that i dun wan go down and had my SHUNBIAN bday celeb. no one ask me go down aso. why shld i go down. but thanks for the mp3 (: and the wall-e postcard. but u still owe me a trip to carl's jnr and vivo. stupid quizzes. dunno last wk who say if no one go out with u den we go out la BULLSHIT. being sick = all alone. and i hate. i realise. my first cake-less bday. and why my bdae is alw in the midst of the exams.. frm sec sch -- prelims.. labs.. jc -- prelims. uni -- midterm quizzes. kns. i still rmb in sec sch.. either we had SPAs/prelims. den i still had to carry a whole chunk of pressies home alone. i look so langbei. last yr was.. haha. stupid cama hide in my rm. gimme a shock. (: nice surprise. i miss. Saturday, September 13, 2008 @ 5:42 PM
o.O i saw tatsuya jap restaurant featured in the variety show last night. someone treat me go thr lehhh... the previous time i went thr, the bill for the couple sitting near us was $500plus. (: super ex. but the sashimi is freakin fresh. i have so many wants in my sideboard. i realise. i wan johnny's bag too. @ 4:10 PM
friday was yuckyuck. i felt horrible. and got even more angry when i got suaned. was very bad to panda. i was silent totally. thou i noe he hates it. received my first bdae prez in the evenin. (: i tink i will fail my 2midterms on mon. and stop bloody suanin me say see la. slp in lec. etc. Thursday, September 11, 2008 @ 4:52 PM
MAF  Had camalus's own mid-autumn fest celebtn last night near SSC. (:lanterns, sparklers, the riddles, mooncakes, tidbits, candles, fire. the wind. thanks to johnny n his gang of programmers. (: we escaped the hall's celebtn to have our own. i used up all my brain juice for the riddles. -.- guess im clever for such non-academic stuff only. rushed thru my lab rpt. got a gareen's copy. and the process of getting her rpt is so ps la. the whole clock tower looking down. created a commotion.  Tuesday, September 09, 2008 @ 6:34 PM
im feeling very crappy. im asking alot. but im not feeling guilty for being so bitchy. i SLAMMED the door i SLAMMED the rubbish bin lid. next. i wan to slam myself on the wall. im feeling so ): i need smthg.. some pple to cheer me up. im tired but i cant get to slp. i have tuts to be done but im not doing it. im just staring at laptop screen. Monday, September 08, 2008 @ 2:05 AM
 i tink my emotion graph varies more than the stock market's.and i hate this. mb its the time of the month. gr. b4 panda's back i was downdowndown. den he call. and i was all smiles. the waiting for him to settle down was -.- "can u hurry?!?!" he came. and i was ((: for that few minutes. and when he said he go back bathe slp etc. i was totally ): empty. like smthg drawn frm my insides. the door closed. and i could feel the hot tears coming. like wad for man?!. shit. now i cant slp. and i got a midterm tmr. f*Ck. Saturday, September 06, 2008 @ 12:41 PM
midterm ieo. 212 midterm. monday. my xiong-est day of each wk. cham. left my character tables notes in hall. i cant seem to understand it. yeah. u owe me sakae AND kushinbo! Friday, September 05, 2008 @ 10:13 AM
 what i wan is not sakae anymore. i wan some of ur time before u leave.stupidstupidstupid. why is malaysia another country. stupidphysio. why does it have to be on this day.? if not, we'll have more time rite.? need not have to be sakae. just a simple lunch will do. stupid can13 auntie. why no bread? if only we meet earlier. den i'll drag my eating time till the max. stupid 212tut. why isn't it 213 tdy? den i can skip tut. and acc u to physio. den we wouldn't have to go thru the long journey alone. why is the 212 test on mon? if not i can copy the ans for tut on mon and still hv time to revise. stupid pple. why sakae tdy.!? panda says i can go with them cos rf is thr too. the prob is ruifang is thr. with Kwok. stupid me. did i make the wrong choice.? shld i have just skip 212 and acc panda? shld just order a bao. so panda wun be angry.? if only. i can predict what's gg to happen next. but now. he left. and only to come back 3days later. my tears aint stopping. and all the crying made me lost my appetite for food. ): i tot i grown used to him leaving. and thr will be no tears anymore. the last time was when he left for bkk with rf etc. dammit. Thursday, September 04, 2008 @ 5:00 PM
been using NTUmaile quite alot these days, to sell books. ask for the shakuhachi thgy.. den today. my NMRspectrum. went to collect it durng lab. and they told me they dun have my NMR with them. so i need to wait for them to collect it and call me. but my lab finishes early tdy! 1pluss. freaking labassts. OUT TO LUNCH. den come back still tell me my NMR not rdy yet. so i told them i'll go back another day. sent them an email to ask timing. and this is wad i get: Dear Tim Jang, TA was left out your sample, we have already asked him to redo for you. The spectrum most likely can be collect on next Tuesday afternoon. Further notice will be given to you. Thanks. so is haven do la! NB. left out my sample. den im tinking.. how they redo for me since i took back my NMR tube and submit another one? hmm. better gimme back my spectrum by tue.! Tuesday, September 02, 2008 @ 11:45 PM
WALL.E  watch it.! its damn funny. damn cute. its like a total relax and laf-all-u-can period for me. (: Wall.E: "Eeee-Vaaa (Eve)" i din noe robots can act like that. ha. had my KFC. had my Sweetalk. had my Wall.E happy. but im so bored in my room.! gr. p/s: CAN TT DR.XXXXXX REPLY FOR GOODNESS SAKE.!?!?!? Monday, September 01, 2008 @ 10:42 PM
DnD peeKtures  @ tiongbahru control stn. Me & MimiLow (Lifang) (half) Cama @ Holiday Inn Atrium. Me, 竹竿, fang & huijun. QiuYan n Me with flowers for pagents. i super like the sunflowers (: Gg to ROM? Cama girls Fav no.1: cold dish -- octopus & jellyjellyfishie. (: Fav no.2: PRAWNS!!!! Me, Daniel, JianShun, Andrew Oops. wrong finger. The Angry Waiter - Adriel. reminds me of johnny in his insurance agent cum waiter wear. Cama! (: Panda n I with Queenie our cute pageant.credits to LF n YE. for the fotos. stil got some wid others.. DnD fotos.. send me pls. (: @ 10:37 PM
To xoxoxxo XXX has drawn my attention to your claims that you should have been registered for AAI 490 instead of AAI 381. If there was a discrepancy in the name lists and attendance lists, why it has taken until now for you to make this known to XXX? We are already in September and quite some distance from add/drop. Dr. XXXXXX yes its our fault tt we inform the tcher earlier but we only confirm it a week ago. and when we check the registered course, it was alr aftr the add/drop period. (this course was only added for us on the last day of add/drop) idiot lor. can send email to us to scold us but cannot include what shld we do. den we have to send another email back to ask. dumb rite. can be more direct abit anot. -.- @ 12:11 AM
DnD  Hall 13 DnD @ Holiday Inn AtriumRetro Themed late as usual. all those waitings. -.- cam-whoring. n more cam-whoring. FOOD! i tink almost same standard as lastyr.thou the ingredients look more ex this tym. yam-seng. as thou we're attending qy n adriel's wed. Pageant. total disappointment. zx shld win lor. n not only get personality. stupid caleb. n beng looks so beggar. yuck. queenie looking cute as ever. peishan like totally change. dun look lik her. hmm. cam-whoring aftr tt. n stripping of pek n zequan till their undies. haha. supper opp holiday inn. den kbox with jon fang yazi ahbiu johnny n panda. spend super lots money. im so poor now. ): reached home at 5.15AM. =X shag. |